saying oneself (verb) meditate: contemplate
Sinonime: brood over,
cogitate,
consider,
deliberate,
design,
devise,
dream, entertain idea,
figure, have in mind,
intend,
moon*, mull over,
muse,
plan,
ponder,
purpose, put on thinking cap, puzzle over,
reflect,
revolve,
roll,
ruminate, say to oneself,
scheme,
speculate,
study,
think, think deeply, think over,
track,
view, weigh
Antonime: dismiss,
ignore,
neglect