going awol (verb) abscond: run away, depart secretly
Sinonime: bite the bullet, choose one's fate, jump in with both feet, leap into the breach, leave a crossroads, make one's move, pass the Rubicon, prendre la balle au bond, take for better or worse, take the bull by the horns, take the plunge
Antonime: abide,
continue,
endure,
give up,
remain,
stay,
stop,
yield